Afraid To Fall Asleep

by Scotchka

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Verse I: Take off your doubt instead of your clothes I've tried for years but I don't know How to oust the joy from underneath your soul I feel sorry for the man who thinks he knows Wake from nightmares to a dream She's thriving on neglect and coffee beans Into the abyss that holds your soul I feel sorry for the man who decided to go Chorus: No, you'll never be As great as the queen I hold of you in my head But I've grown numb to being disappointed And I know, I'll never be As great as the king who reigns inside of your head So I'm telling you now before I get upset Verse II: Breathe in the air, instead of the smoke I've tried for years but I don't know How to oust the joy from underneath your soul Without the use of drugs or alcohol I've hid my loneliness for years Under a pile of pills and empty cans of beer How to out the joy from underneath your soul I feel sorry for the man who thinks he knows Chorus Bridge: If I'd of known this would be the last time we couldn't be found together I like to think that I would've gripped tighter The look of defeat in our eyes opened blinds to every thought our little mouths, were too afraid to find Verse III: Take off your pride instead of your clothes I've tried for years but I don't know How to oust the joy from underneath your soul I feel sorry for the man who thinks he knows I've hid my loneliness for years Under a pile of pills and empty cans of beer How to oust the joy from underneath your soul I feel sorry for the man who thinks he knows *Screaming*
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Origami Bird 04:03
Verse I(intro): I always wanted, to find something It's easier to find rain clouds than lightning Always knew in my head my angel would be watching over me But I couldn't believe The day I got to watch her sleep beside me I know it's probably not good to be, someones anyone, but I can already tell that you are so much different than what I'm used to, a lot less doubt, and not as many things for me to get sad about But I guess I'll learn to adapt to that Guess I'll have to get used to that go. Verse II: Well I appreciate you're courage I respect the effort, you're exerting I don't enjoy the ignorance or innocence That drags you towards me Just stay away from me Don't want to hold the blame for any more bad memories I've gotten pretty good at setting things on fire I've gotten pretty good, at dodging debris Chorus: But then again I've never felt this happy Especially, when you told me That you don't normally endorse romance That your seeds have always grown in loneliness But maybe, just maybe we could learn to adapt to this We can adapt for this Verse III: I will keep myself ambiguous I will remain obscure I will keep myself protected Away from any form of, conversation But I do not think you understand what you are getting into And you can not handle the terms Chorus
3.
Chorus I: I have a prophecy, that you'll be lying on the floor next to me And I'll say that I have the most beautiful eyes you have ever seen And you can laugh at me And I don't know whats more uncomfortable, the fact that my bedroom floor is a hardwood floor or that you're making moves looking to leave Verse I: Well you are climbing mountains Getting so high I'm salivating She's putting up her hair and going out And I am sitting inside of my room Putting oxygen inside of my lungs And pumping carbon dioxide outside of my mouth Chorus I Verse II: We both know that it's one anatomical impossibility For you to be into me, about as much as I'm in to you And with these muscles, I will qualify, my romance And your fingers around my neck, make me happy I never settled on being friends Bridge I? And you can be my pill bottle Even if I can't even trust you to stay awake I can be your bloody knife Even if that's a habit that you should probably break And to the world you are one person, but to one person, you are the world You are my medicine You are my medicine Chorus I Verse III: I don't understand psychology, I never like to think These conversations of respect and trust have never been my thing But you're attractive to me, so I will work to work out something What worked best when I was young, was Wednesday nights and every other weekend Bridge II The thought, of your lips on my lips I like to think about, what tree might be next Make your hair fall softly in my face, as you look into my eyes And the look you give me when I give stupid names to individual stars in the sky Chorus II: And I have a prophecy that I'll be lying on the floor, all alone And I'm not putting my clothes back on And I don't know what's more uncomfortable The fact that my bedroom floor is a hardwood floor Or that you're staggering around, trying to find a door
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Rubatosis 05:37
Verse I: Because I'm trying to make future plans, but it's hard enough getting past the weekend Three days you spent collecting whiskey bottles, hoard your flowers, kill your sorrows Never speaking with you again, was never a goal, just a means to an end And I know that it's not six months ago, but can we still pretend? Pre-Chorus I: And I'm afraid to fall asleep So I will keep my eyelids open, listen for a heartbeat There's a lot of empty space underneath these sheets I kinda like it, it's quiet Chorus: But when vibrations overwhelm your phone I wouldn't blame you, in fact suggest you, throw it out the window And when my feet siege your front porch I need those fragile fingernails to just lock the front door Cause in my head, I'm laying Staring at the ceiling Feet are just hanging off the bed Resting inbetween your ribs My favorite place, to put my head but Your hair, it smells so good I want my pillow to smell so good Sorry I couldn't change your mind, but I sure as hell, will change your mood just Get away darkness Why am I always the darkness Verse II: Well I am a sexual success I engage in mild substance abuse We're all guilty of a few misconceptions Damn good thing I never had anything to lose Underneath this canvas of sweat There's not a lot of rejection, but every load is regret I'm scared of the unknown, starting conversations Which makes a good mix of conflicts to halt my Pre-Chorus II: Tongue, from our first kiss to halt my, tongue, from our first kiss I'll keep the candles lit I'll keep the lights dim So I can feel your words, your lipstick, bleed into my skin Chorus Outro: Well maybe it's not so bad I can be your darkness, your blemish, your irony xA Lot *Variations of La La La* *Variations of Na Na Na* etc

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released July 24, 2017

Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by: Jordan Withers @ Poison Noises Studio

Cover photo by: Maiya Campbell

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Scotchka Albany, New York

Scotchka is:

Dominick Murdock (Rhythm Guitar, Vocals)

Brian Fahey (Drums, Juul Master)

Maiya Campbell (Lead Guitar, Backing Aux)

Jacob Hite (Bass, Producer)
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