Locket

by Scotchka

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1.
You are so much cleaner than me You are so much cleaner than me And you forget to help, but never fail to remind me It's my fault, that I won't quit It's your fault this started Backwards For the hours I spend smoking and drinking, I still believe in 15 minute showers And I spilt words that stabbed your ears that dropped our selves in adjacent chairs, in a lavatory, that is starting to smell like money And I spilt words that stabbed your ears that dropped our selves in adjacent chairs, in a lavatory, that is starting to smell like money AND SHE (he) SAID This is transaction my friend What's with your fetish for commitment This is my decision I'm afraid She's (he’s) lying to me, she's (he’s) lying to me She's (he’s) lying to me, she's (he’s) lying next to me, She's (he’s) lying on top of me She's (he’s) lying to me, she's (he’s) lying next to me, She's (he’s) lying on top of me, she's (he’s) lying to me You are so much cleaner than me And you forget to help, but never fail to remind me It's my fault, that I won't quit It's your fault this started Backwards For the hours I spend smoking and drinking, I still believe in 15 minute showers This is transaction my friend What's with your fetish for commitment This is my decision I'm afraid She's (he’s) lying to me, she's (he’s) lying to me She’s (he’s) lying to you She’s (he’s) lying to you She’s (he’s) lying to you She’s (he’s) lying to you
2.
I’m no longer afraid to fall asleep Tomorrow’s a slut we can gag and tie up No matter how diseased our love As long as she's, chill with that Red lines have no home on white thighs Sharp knives have no place in bath time I know you don’t decide most times But I hope I never cause them And I am so excited To see what you accomplish But I’m so afraid, of being outgrown And my body has responsibilities, to the girls I meet And my odds increase, every day your boyfriend doesn’t skate, when I underestimate She said that I should stop and breathe I’ll never want to be your true love SO STOP ASKING ME Does anybody else want to be there for me, does anybody here wanna be there for me? You know you're friends love you I'm fairly sure it's more the pot, they get off you Doesn't change the fact that I am not enough At least not from your perspective But I am so excited To see what you accomplish But I’m so afraid, of being outgrown And my body has responsibilities to the girls I meet and my odds increase Every time your boyfriend doesn't skate When you underestimate The lessons the abusive relationships have gave! Bedrooms and Blankets and Bowl hits just Be nice I'm Trying x4 fuck this.
3.
You can wear my favorite sweatshirt, if It smells like me if you want that, but it looks like you when you're angry, it's ugly And I woke up in the dark again, I know you wanted to talk through the night but I slept your apostle, except I didn't even get to kiss you I don't understand How can I be falling behind When I'm two drinks ahead And I don't get it mans Why would you leave me alone I know I'm broken, but you know I'm yours And there is not some tongue or some skin that would taste as good as the truth And I don't know if you believe in love anymore but if you don't then I'm right there with you, dude I am lying next to you, like it's college And though this couch is completely abandoned there are parts on it, where I sit and breathe and blame myself, still Honey holds the papers together, but it couldn't hold us, still gives you the strength to say I know you’re going to break up with me at the end of the semester, but I wanted to say thanks for hanging out, I thought that was really cool, it's ok if you're happiness no longer involves me But I can’t find the ocean, without following you x4
4.
Wake Up Love 01:37
There's a plant By the window That I always forget Except, when it's dying, at least it understands It's quiet in your room, I've learned to live with the silence, but it hurts that you have to, the same way I feel when you say there is nothing good in your life when I'm right here And I need the light to make its way, up the blankets, onto your face, so we can go get breakfast and I can move my arm
5.
I watched the truth bleed, fidelities died in front of me My mouth mouthed death as her mouth mouthed the line between love and sex But the milkbones leading to your bedpost, rose candles surround the tub I know we're playing but with the water rising I feel like giving up Not the first time I woke up flailing I didn't recognize your basement Or the movement at the top of the staircase Nor thigh socks behind the railing And the pictures that we took together We tried to frame but they hung themselves faster And at the graveyard she says, I hope mine has roses I hope mine has flowers I try to forget the ruins, but memories are my remains Cause in my head I'm still naked and nervous in your bedroom getting laid I look at you, you breathe in, you glance at me, I pour out Like several shots after a death cup, a cutting myself sort of opening up Not the first time I woke up flailing I didn't recognize your basement Or the movement at the top of the staircase Nor thigh socks behind the railing And the pictures that we took together We tried to frame but they hung themselves faster And at the graveyard she says, I hope mine has roses I hope mine has flowers You're getting changed on the first floor bathroom but Putting on clothes, sounds so much like tears The tag on my skin, 100% plastic And underneath, definitely not diamonds

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It's about relationships, no percussion really.

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released October 27, 2018

Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Mike Dwyer @ The Bunker Recordings

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Scotchka Albany, New York

Scotchka is:

Dominick Murdock (Rhythm Guitar, Vocals)

Brian Fahey (Drums, Juul Master)

Maiya Campbell (Lead Guitar, Backing Aux)

Jacob Hite (Bass, Producer)
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